I failed
Baru baru ini sampe sekarang ...........
I try my best to forget
I try my best to pretend thats nothing happen
I try my best to smile
I try my best to stop missing
I try my best to stop caring
I try my best to not text you
I try my best to control myself
I try my best to not overthinking
I'm done with forcing myself but I can't... you deserve it.
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#Repost
I'm not an easy person to be with. I know that. I probably won't even try to make it easier for you. I'll be really difficult at times.
It may seem that, at times, I don't want you, and I don't like you, but I do.
I'll be a challenge, because I'm not the sort of person to let people walk all over.
I'm not someone who puts up with bull.
I'm not the person who will give you sympathy comments.
When I say something, I mean it.
If people are mean to me, I'll throw them out of my life.
I'm annoying.
But, i have an amazing side to me. I do. I have a giant heart.
I'll always be there when you need me.
Even if my life is impossibly knotted, I'll try and untangle yours by listening and loving.
I won't stop caring about you, not even if you push me away.
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Ketika seseorang dengan tiba tiba berubah, menunjukan sesuatu yang baru, atau melakukan sesuatu yang bukan biasanya, maka ada sesuatu yang sedang berusaha dia tutupi atau lupakan..........
I wish i never met you so i wouldn’t have fallen for you and i wouldn’t have to struggle with my feeling cause i know its impossible.
Please tell me what to do, should i just keep distance and try to forget you?